Thursday, April 16, 2009

anyway, that's what's on my mind. I know things will be fine
analytically, but there's still a question emotionally whether they'll
continue to be. I guess that's the dilemma of a freelancer. It's
everyone's dilemma, really, full time jobs aren't necessarily a 'sure
thing' either, but your much closer to the razors edge when you're
trying to get your own shop off the ground.

gonna go try and sleep again. I hope it comes more easily this time.

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can't sleep

figured i'd post instead. Just finished paying my taxes for the year.
I know it's something that needs to be done, and i believe in the fact
that you need to pay them honorably and on time, but i'm just really
stressed out tonight because paying them drained our tax fund and our
emergency fund and now i'm feeling like i'm in a precarious position.

thankfully, i have money that should be coming in soon from clients
and ang has a job now. That means that at least short term we'll be
fine (after what might be a tenuous couple of weeks).

Now none of this would be a big deal if we weren't getting ready to
spend money driving to a wedding 1000 miles away. Can't not go... I'm
in the wedding, but i'm a little nervous about unexpected

anyway, i'm thankful for the work that's come in, but i need to buckle
down on our spending again and double down on digging for projects. I
also feel like i need to wait on God, but i'm hving a harder tim with
that one. Running out ofthe room my phone lets me use.

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